today, i woke up at three in the morning for reasons i couldn't fathom. i tried mighty hard to go back to sleep but my mind wouldn't cooperate. all i could ever think of was work.
my mind was furiously doing mental notes on the things that need to be done. what's worse, the sound of the clock ticking made my heart race faster.
i didn't take any meds for my cough and colds the night before but it felt like i was high on drugs!
this is insane.
working on a saturday or a sunday (or checking emails to say the least) may sound unfair BUT for work to invade your sleep and deprive you of your remaining hours of rest before you get to the "battlefield" is TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE!
i feel tired and sleepy! i miss my pillows and my bed. i wish i could just stay home and doze off.
my colds and cough won't go away. maybe, just maybe if i could only rest enough, i'd be fine again.