monday was more than manic.
tuesday was more than toxic.
wednesday was more than wild.
today, thursday is being unkind to me.
i don't want to mince my words and i don't want to apologize for this grim behavior.
i am not in the mood to be all chummy chummy right now nor to even take a shot of tequila.
i feel tired and consumed - mentally, physically and emotionally.
I. AM. TIRED!
I. AM. TIRED!
i know i should be pushing this shitty feeling aside but i just can't help it.
suicide in my mind.
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